AHHHH....I have just spent the second all nighter without much progress. I am thinking maybe if I just start writing something that I will decide to just keep going and write my discussion too. I am not sure what I am experiencing but I think it is a whole lot of wow I haven't been in school really for 4 years and I have no motivation to actually do this and I don't care about ants or Hawaii...although if someone gave me a ticket to go there, I would go. I think I am really stupider then I used to be. I know pregnancy did it but I felt like I was coming out of the phase. I wonder if it is an estrogen thing? After the surgery I had to be on a lot of that....I think my big problem is I like to come up with a lot of excuses instead of just doing it. My daddy used to tell me all the time (when I was stressing about having to wake up early for my paper route) that "A weenie (or is that worrier) dies a thousand deaths...but a hero dies just one." I think that must be it. I am dead and didn't know it....I think heaven might be nicer....I sure hope so. If not, I am going to go start boozing it up and wearing skanky clothes. OK back to the subject....so I lost my brains. I worked all night on my thesis last night and then around noonish, I realized I hadn't eaten anything for a day or so and I thought I should make some tomatoe soup. I turned it on and then made Cody a sandwich and started feeding Kita some mac and cheese (microwave kind). Cody left a little later and I started working on some graphs: showing here:..
... all of the sudden I look up and black smoke is billowing out of the kitchen....Kita and I both couldn't breathe. We had a quick lesson on what to do in case of a fire and I showed her how you put your head right close to the ground so you won't breathe in smoke. I couldn't believe how gross the smoke was. I have started plenty of fires in the short while I have been living at the village but I was impressed with this one. I didn't actually see any flames but the smoke nearly knocked me out. Plus, it has permeated my whole apartment. I have been spraying tons of fabreeze (which bytheway I totally do not believe their commercials...
fabreeze...it can't cover stink up that well....it just a little baby powder to stink) I have also plugged in every yummy smell maker thing I own. Anyhoe, one of my friends said her husband was walking by and asked if someone was smoking weed because it was a sweet smelling smoke...ahhhh. All of my clothes smell and I have been doing laundry all night and I am still not finished. It was just a little pan that got smoked but it sure nastified our apartment.
Although, I do have one nice thought and it is that I think this is the first time I have made tomatoe soup without it boiling over! :)
Sleep is taking me over....does anyone else get a red nose when they don't sleep enough? My body is crazy...